Quite a turnaround.
It's been a while since the last time I discovered myself to be happy like this. Last thing I remembered, we went to Times Square, stroll all the way to Sungei Wang Plaza, then to Lot 10 and finally arrived at Pavillion. Then we shared a cake at Secret Recipe (shit, it cost me RM28.85, just a piece of cake and two beverages!). Then I bought her a bracelet (the last gift ever). That was about a few months ago. The last time I've been in quite a joy. Then I went to the deepest hell of emotion depression. At least we broke up for good.
Now I've changed. My brothers realized it. They forced me to tell them why. My mother realized it. She mentioned that I just started to be SMSing people a lot, like I used to a few years ago. I think she could already guess it. Right... I'm getting better. A lot better. I like myself best now!
Calculus? I'm doing fine right now. Just fine, not great. Looks like I've learned a lot from all these years. It's just how life taught you important lessons. Thanks to Zul, my private tutor! I really appreciate your effort to teach me. Well, I'm currently reading 'The Fall of Light' by Niall Williams. The language was damn hard. I really have to be more patient on this writing.
My mother called. My grandfather has been better. My cousin (who was dying from HIV) is also showing positive improvements. Looks like my prayers were answered. Thank God. The money was finished. For countless time, I was in a state where I don't have any money in my pockets. But still, I survived. Not quite sure how, but I really have to do something about this. Hopefully the JPA allowance will come in before June, or else, I won't be able to go to the KL Indie Fest. Haven't attended last year's, quite regretted it.
Missing to do a creative writing. Hoping to write like Mark Twain, at least. Yeah, just hope. He's a piece of a living masterpiece. Just like Leonardo Da Vinci. Or somebody else who I forgot how to spell his name. I miss my old classmates a lot (I mean a LOT!). A friend of mine mentioned, 'being in a solitary state will allow us to have the moment, some space and time for us to get to know ourself'. And I think he was absolutely right. I get to know myself better when I was alone.
Will study hard for this sem. Will prove myself to them. Will also play hard this sem. Brush up my skills. Finish my Harvest Moon. Go out with some friends. Enjoy summer!
Till then, peace out. (^_^)